Please help me - energy block, chakras, and mental pain.

[portland_blues_guitarist]

I’m poor zero cash, I have access to the Internet thru my gf and thru the libraries. I have no money to buy classes, therapy, or anything like that and I got this book from my dad’s collection from the 70-80’s. The online and those that have wisdom are those that I can depend on now.

How do I release these energy blocks and balance my chakras?

I need help from those that know much about chakras, healing, and energy. This is your time to take everything that you’ve learned and help someone. This information will help you understand what I’m feeling and experiencing.

I’m very spiritual and believe in yoga, metaphysics, auras, and energy healing.
I’m classified as obsessive compulsive (ocd) and I get ocd about hypochondriac things. The root isn’t cancer, or aids, or god, o, or even who I am, or should I be a Buddhist, should I do this, do that, am I gay, am I straight, or neither; those are all ocd and hypochondria. What are causing these conditions are the chakra imbalances and what strong energy blocks formed in my aura.

What I’m about to go into was gained thru the book HANDS OF LIGHT a guide to healing through the human energy field by Barbara Ann Brennan. From page 93 – 99 it talks about “dissociated thought forms” in the aura (93-95) – cleaning the aura during therapy sessions (96-99). When I read the pages from 93-99 I thought to myself, “you found the tip of the ice berg to healing yourself finally” because it described a feeling of released energy that was intense and gave me spasms because of their intensity, once they were released I felt much better. But I need help from here.

(Noticed on pages 93-95)
I developed an unwanted thought form by constantly fearing things in my life. Now that they are building they are almost solid like in my head. I, the creator of the thought forms; act as if it is going to happen (freak out, avoid situations, etc). It has the effect of pushing me away. I may move to a different state of reality only because the cyclical action of the thought form has exhausted all my available energy. I will not know how I moved out of the cyclical p[pattern and, therefore, will probably be unable to extricate myself fro the cycle of the next time it is triggered.

The individual sends a lot of effort during his daily life trying to avoid seeing the thought for in motion, because it may evoke the unwanted feeling. Even though the person avoids situations that would evoke such feelings, it does not completely work, because he is continually recharging the thought forms.

Page 96:
Core Energetic therapy is designed to help people release blocks from their auric field through focus and physical exertion. By leaning backwards over a padded stool, the muscles of the torso are stretched and begin to relax. This brings about an energetic release and the block lets go. The client had a strong energy block in the muscles just in front of their spine near the diaphragmatic hinge. While he was working on the bioenergetics stool, this block suddenly released with a burst of energy. The “energy cloud” quickly moved up along the spine. (BINGO – I get these, they travel up to my brain, they sometimes get so strong, I spasm cause it hard to get them out of me.)When it reaches the head of the client and broke into his consciousness, I observed his going into another space of reality. He began to cry and express early childhood pain. As he expressed his feelings, he released more and more of the energy cloud, and it moved out of his field.

Is that everything your seeing, what else can I do to balance myself?

Thank You for reading,
Peace,
Bryan.

[Mukunda]

Bryan -
Simple solution is to do all my 18 Tantra lessons. They are free you sign up for them on my website - www.yogatherapycenter.org they will take about 6 months to complete and can safely charge and clear your challenges. The difficulties you are having can be freed with faith and perseverence. Yoga works wonders with those qualities. blessings. mukunda